7-8 months later:

Vabbe – this will be my first anglophone blog in a long time. News of the day: Back in that pseudo-country … Moved into a very pretty little office with an ocean view, for those who stretch their heads out of the rooftop window – I know I only speak in circles and repeat myself – yet I am amazed by the ability of people around me to do just that, their banalities seem so far less interesting than my own – I seem to may have lost Dodo's wig, for which I apologize, for which I am truly sorry, from a distance I seem to be making her life more problematic than it could be, for which I am all in all absolutely sorry, and I intend to make up for … I have come out of the closet as a Christian of some sort, I have decided, yet again, but somehow, yet, for the first time, that my way of exploring the universe will be a certain art form and not others – I have realized whom I love and with whom I want to spend a great amount of time, words and disabilities, I don't know her true position on the matter … I am tremendously tired … my friend just made it into Cannes school film programme this year, for which I congratulate him – I got shocked by discovering debts that I did not know I had, I want to work my foreskin off while here, if possible, and yet at the moment I am doing surprisingly little … interesting and charming people keep coming on to Dodo, life is problematic but without it, baby don't doubt it, you don't even have your tears to give – I have nothing in me but pop culture, and not even so much of that – pop culture, reason, libido and a very refined taste for notebooks. I suspect I will be blogging more in English, less in my native language while here … refer to a dead philosopher for the very simple underlying reasons, yes he is recently dead, no I have never read him. That's it for today's delirium – later, my folks. H.